"I've got a lot more to live for," Jamie agreed, but then he realized that wasn't quite right. The answer was misleading, in its way, which could both serve his purposes and not serve them at all. He frowned, slightly, and moved to seat himself at the foot of the steps, leaning back once he was settled, his elbows propped up behind him.
"But being suicidal was actually what saved me. I don't think it would've been as satisfying for him, killing someone who wanted it... So he just left me there to bleed instead of finishing the job. Some blank slate, right?"
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Date: 2012-02-18 03:34 am (UTC)"But being suicidal was actually what saved me. I don't think it would've been as satisfying for him, killing someone who wanted it... So he just left me there to bleed instead of finishing the job. Some blank slate, right?"